
I Am Selphie
I Am Selphie
At 23, Selena doesn’t know the ending to her story yet, but she finally knows how to tell it. This isn't a tragedy about what she can't do; it’s a testimony of everything she’s done anyway. Grab your coffee, pull up a chair, and meet the girl who scooted, walked, and finally found her voice.

At 23, Selena doesn’t know the ending to her story yet, but she finally knows how to tell it. This isn't a tragedy about what she can't do; it’s a testimony of everything she’s done anyway. Grab your coffee, pull up a chair, and meet the girl who scooted, walked, and finally found her voice.
Chapter 1: Beginnings
"Trigger warning: Mentions of bullying, the r wordThey tell you that a story needs an ending to be wo..."
Chapter 2: The "Zero Tolerance" Trap
"Middle school is a special kind of hell. It’s that awkward phase where everyone is trying to find so..."
Chapter 3: The Author and the Architect
"If you look at my life strictly on paper—the CP diagnosis, the "quiet" whispered in sterile rooms, t..."
Chapter 4: The 911 Masterclass
"If you’ve ever wanted to witness a Masterclass in human awkwardness, you don’t need to go to a comed..."
Chapter 5: The Volleyball
"While public school often felt like a battlefield where I had to keep my guard up, and home was the..."
Chapter 6: The Forever Bench
"That’s when my family and I walked through the doors of what would eventually become our "forever ch..."
Chapter 7: The Voice on the Page
"While the "Forever Bench" at church gave me a place to belong in the physical world, my writing gave..."
Chapter 8: The View from Twenty-Three
"They focused on the milestones I might miss, the surgeries I might need, and the limitations of a ri..."
Chapter 9: The Screen, the Stage, and the Stars
"While the medical world was busy categorizing me as a "case study" and the school system was trying..."
Chapter 10: The Soundtrack of My Soul
"While the story of Wicked gave me a mirror, the music gave me a heartbeat. I’ve played the soundtrac..."
Chapter 11: The Standard and the Soul
"While my mom was the "thread" holding the tapestry together and the Glinda to my Elphaba, my dad was..."
Chapter 12: The Big Sister and the Bodyguards
"Then came my brothers who I will call ‘Carlton’ and ‘Jared’, and suddenly, the "medical mystery" had..."
Chapter 13: The Halloween Mask
"Back in 2024, right before I became a Wicked fan, I finally felt ready to let someone into my sanctu..."
Chapter 14: The Ghost of Christmas Past-Due
"If life has a sense of humor, it’s definitely a dark one. Most people go official on anniversaries o..."
Chapter 15: Waiting for the Real Fiyero
""Halloween Ghost" faded into the background, I found myself back in my sanctuary, sitting with a fre..."
Chapter 16: The Birth of Selena Hope
"In the world of publishing, a pen name is more than just a label on a book cover; it’s a persona. It..."
Chapter 17: Laugh Track
"If you’ve spent your entire life being the subject of serious medical hushed tones and "bless her he..."
Chapter 18: From Page to Possible Premiere
"If you had told that third-grade girl with the forbidden notebook that one day she’d be pitching a s..."
Chapter 19: The Director’s Cut
"For a long time, it felt like my life was being directed by everyone else. Doctors directed my physi..."
Chapter 20: The 24th August
"On August 27, 2002, a story began that wasn't supposed to have a long table of contents. The medical..."
Chapter 21: The Room, the Zoom, and the Nerves
"If there is one thing that can make a somewhat, kind of but not really professional writer forget ho..."
Chapter 22: The Unwritten Sequel
"If my life were a Broadway show, this is where the orchestra would swell, the lights would begin to..."
Chapter 23: How I Want to Be Remembered
"When people speak my name—Selena, or my professional shield, Selena Hope—I want them to smile. I wan..."
Chapter 24: Two Letters
"Dear Reader, If you’ve made it to this page, it means you’ve walked a mile in my shoes—and you know..."
Chapter 25: The Glass Slipper (Cow-Print Edition)
"Consider this an epilogue of sorts. I’d love to tell you that I meticulously mapped out every milest..."