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returned to school the former shell of myself. Life seemed to be blurry at this moment and I was just going through the motions at this point. My true reign of terror would begin as my eyes had been peeled away and I was sore from the aftermath. Amy acknowledged me in first block math but today I wasn't feeling like company as I wasn't even feeling like I needed to be here. I wanted to give Larue a proper funeral but as his remains returned to the order as a failed mark attempted I knew more would come for me and he wasn't here to protect me anymore. I hated him for abandoning me and hated he made me do what needed to be done. Hated he gave me no choice to save him. I felt this destitute building inside of me and the growl of my beast reminding me what I was and what I did. Gym class was eventful as I didn't bother to go to the bathroom to change out as Brittany gawked at me as I changed my full busson and round hips. She looked at me as I saw something poking out of her bra as she tried to hold her hand over it . This girl was the same girl who told me I needed to stuff my bra and here she was with tissue in hers. How ironic the hypocrisy. I was set to let it go because I knew being a teenager girl was hard as it was with social influences to be perfect. " Cross any rivers lately?" Said Ashleigh as she passed me and tried to get Brittany to come over with her but Brittany didn't move . " No I think she still sleeping in her hut. Do you have electricity in where did you say you were from hawaii. " Sassed Brittany. " Yeah right next to our hair dryer." I replied as I pulled my clothes on. As she looked at me . " Why don't you just go back where you came from?" Snipped Brittany as she laughed for good measure. " Oh my god Brittany that really hurt . I do have feelings . I think I might need a tissue. Oh wait I can borrow one from your bra." I said as I proceed to pull the tissue from her bra to expose her small chest as she screamed and held herself and ran to Ashleigh. What the fuck was that. Do touch her you lesbian wetback." Yelled Ashleigh as Melina narrowed her eyes as she had something for her. She got in trouble over them two. If she was labeled a bad girl a bad girl she will be. Sometimes you got to give the fans what they want. We all went down a hallway to exit to the track to prepare for the physical fitness test as this was routine. These two girls had been nipping at me all year long and I had taken it with grace and dignity as I didn't have time to suffer fools. The fact I was a McNally was an ignorant truth that I had no choice in the matter and their prejudices against me for my name sake alone was bothersome. I didn't get to pick my family but being picked on because of my family was unacceptable something need to be done . Brittany looked like she had been shamed beyond middle school existence as the other half dressed girls snickered at the display of me holding her boob tissue in my hands. " Oh I'm sorry . I really don't need these tissues after all I see my feeling weren't hurt at all." I said as I offered her the tissue baiting her to not only confirm the transgression but admit the hypocrisy of it all. " Don't touch that . She might give you some disease with her bad reputation." Smeared Ashleigh as I looked at her mouth still brimmed with the aftermath of a cold sore she had now healed from. " Did you know cold sores are a strand of herpes . Must be tragic you suffer them so much. " I said with a smile as Ashleigh moved past me as she growled." Your just mad that no one likes you. Come on Brittany we don't talk to trash." She said trying to show superiority . " Correct me if I am wrong but I live in a house as you in a what?" I said as she looked at me fierce . Ashleigh never invited people over to her home as her mom was a single mother who brought many boyfriends home. I had been to her home but she always made an excuse why no one could see where she lived. This revelation would ruin her reputation if they knew she lived in a trailer . She knew this personal knowledge as she use to hang out with her and hope and Roxanne as Ashleigh had a weird habit of licking off the powder cheese from the Doritos and then ate the chip. Melina always thought it was strange how she never shared Doritos. Melina looked at this girl she knew and used to be friends with before she met Dana and fell into the popularity pool full of sheep . She knew this was because knowing a McNally was for social suicide especially one rumored to be a witch of middle school. When she got a boyfriend all of a sudden Ashleigh had a huge chip on her shoulder and it was directed at Melina. Was she insecure Melina knew the true person she was than this girl who wore ponytails and hooped earrings like a hip hop video . " I'm not Brittany I will mess you up." She said in a warning as I stared at her. I nodded as I went to the field and as soon as I got my timing done for the mile run . I saw Ashleigh go into the side door as she always did like clockwork to use the bathroom mid gym time. I followed her in and in that narrow hallway of brick and darkness I grabbed her head and smashed her into the wall as she clawed for the door to escape . I began to wail on her until she was in tears as my knuckles bled. I remember many girls called this passage jumpers lane . I had seen many fights go down here and just walked around it as girls jumped each other out of direct sight of the coaches. There was one way out in the gym and the other in the feild. Those were the only two exits in the locker room. Melina knew this she could have went to the gym but it would nlook suspicious. She opened the door and she layed on the ground crying as I went to the grass and wiped off my bloody hands knowing they would find her at the end of gym class. Brittany walked up as Melina was cleaning her hands up." Ummm mel sorry for earlier . Can we talk?" She said now Ashleigh was no where near her. " We are talking now. Why is it your a bitch when your with your bestie and a nice when your alone?" Said Melina as she rose to face her hiding her hands behind her back. " I don't know. I am sorry for all the teasing I didn't mean to hurt your feelings?" She said as Melina nodded as she smiled slightly at the fakeness in her apology. " If you say so? " Said Melina as screams came out and everyone rushed the locker room as I looked at Brittany realizing someone found Ashleigh. They took her to the office as her face had swollen and bruised from my assult . I went in and looked at Brittany and shrugged my shoulders.