Memories Of Forgotten Love

"I'm not going to touch her you can forget it!" Bucky yelled as they threw him in his hands and knees onto the floor.

They tortured him for days and brain washed him. They wanted him to things to her that he didnt have the morals for. She was a child compared to him and he wasn't about to take that away from her.

"Listen here and listen well we will put a complet stranger in there with her and you can guess what will happen to her. She will be screaming and crying for you to come help her and I will make you watch and listen to her scream and getting hurt," he smiled as bucky spat out blood.

He couldnt let that happen but he couldnt also do what they wanted him to do. He loved her and it showed in more ways than one. Every time they would take her away he would try to get her back even though it was pointless and he always put a hand on the glass for her. He loved her long blond hair, her smile, even her scales. He didnt really care that she was part fish because she was kind and funny and made him laugh when he was hurting. He was going to get her out of here one way or another and return her to the sea. They opened the door to her cell and tossed him in.

"James?!" She asked worriedly as she went to his side and they locked the door behind him.

"Hey I'm back," he coughed as she huged him.

"I thought you got out of here, james you should have left here and never came back," she said as he looked up at her.

"I fell into a revine Steve thinks I'm dead now and..." He paused as she looked heart broken, "the lab we were in is distroyed but you already knew that didnt you," he sighed as she nodded.

"I was loaded into a big truck also I kind of started that avalance so they couldnt get to you. I panicked when I saw a whole army comming after you and I i didnt mean to but I'm glad your side got away," she smiled as he sat up.

"I dont know what they did to me but I forgot you... I forgot you when steve came and got me I couldnt remember your name or anything until I got captured again and hit really hard," he said as she started to clean the blood off of him.

"Its called brain washing, they did it so you wouldnt come back for me but you would have remembered me eventually. You always say I'm unforgettable," she smiled as he smiled a bit.

"Theres that smile," she said as she got the bed sheet off her bed as started to clean up his face more.

"Grace," he said as he put his hand on hers.

"Yeah," she said as he looked into her deep blue eyes.

She was the most beautiful girl he had ever met and wished to god he could get her out and live a life with her.

"They want me to do things to you that I cant do because it will hurt you at first and I know you don't love me and it's not right for me to hurt you in that way..." He paused as she looked at him.

"James I dont know what you are talking about but they will hurt you if you dont do what ever it is that they ask you to do," she said.

"I know but I can't because I really love you in a diffrent way then you think and I cant be your first kiss or anything like that because I want you to be happy even if its not with me," he said as she smiled softly at him and pushed some of his hair back behind his ear.

"I already know what they want from us I heard them outside talking. Plus they already tried putting me with some other guys and I kind of ate them... James you are an amazing person and I'm not just saying that. They could have traped me any guy and they have and I wouldnt ever felt the same way about them as I do for you. I couldn't and I wouldnt mind you being my first because I love you to more then you think I do. I might be part animal but it doesn't mean I dont understand what love is when I feel it," she said as she kissed him.

He pulled her closer to him and she laid him down on the hard floor and started kissing his neck. She got on top of him and sat up and pulled her hospital gown stings and he paused.

"Are you sure I'm not going to if you say no and if w-we do you can say no any time and I will stop," he paused as she smiled.

"I'm sure, your such a gentalman," she said as she she started kissing him again.

A long time later they both had been tortured to there limits and buckys arm was removed and replaced with a metal one. He was now the winter soldier and they hadn't seen each other in decades. He had her for a partner a couple of times but not for very long. He was walking down the hall way leading to the labs to retreave one of the doctors when he heard a girl screaming.

"Let me go! Let me go!" She screamed as four guys were around her.

She was going to be starved and they put a collar around her neck so she couldnt fight back that well. Bucky paused and went down the hall way where he heard the screams from and saw they people that were trying to startve her were trying to do other things to her to which pissed him off greatly.

"How about you go back where you came from soldier," a man laughed as bucky assested the situashion and saw Grace who he vaguely remembered from some of his missions he did and looked at the guys.

He quickly grabbed one by his back and snaped his neck. The other guys looked at him terrafied and three more guys came out of the room half naked and he got out his gun and shot the three guys and the other four he quickly chased down and broke there necks like he did with the first with no effort. Grace sat on the ground crying as and he moved a body and got down to her level.

"Did they touch you?" He asked as she shock her head no.

"I dont think so, i didnt think anyone was going to come," she cried as he looked her over and got close to her and huged her.

He didnt know why he did but it felt right and he didnt want to see her cry.

"Winter soldier!" A man yelled as he slowly turned his head to look at them.

"What did you do?!" He screamed as he saw he was holding Grace.

She pulled away quickly and got infront of him.

"It wasnt his fault he heard me screaming seven of your men tried to rape me and he killed them... I swear it wasnt his fault," she said as the guy recognized them both from previous experments.

He knew there past and yet here they were again. He protected her when he could barly remember her.

"Starve her two weeks," the doctor said as two guys grabbed her and bucky looked at her confused as she smiled a bit as they quickly locked her up.

But he went on with his life for the next to weeks and then he got called in for an experment. The doctor opened the door to Graces cell and she looked so sick and weak she could barly move. She looked horrable and the docotor cut his arm and smerked as she started to growling.

"Dont kill her if she attacks you just knock her out," he said as Bucky nodded.

He locked the door behind them and she immedently attacked him and tried taking a bite out of him. He quickly grabbed her and tossed to the ground and pined her down. She was trying so hard to eat him due to how starved she was but when she looked at him she paused. She stoped for a moment and put her hands on his.

"I won't hurt you...i can't hurt you," she said but before he knew it she started thrashing around and threw him into a wall and tried ripping off his metal arm before he punched her and knocked her to the other side of her cell.

She looked at him with hunger in her eyes and her nails grew out ready to slice him open but she kept her eyes on him.

"I promise," she said as she slit her thoat and the doctors stood up in pure shock.

Bucky quickly put his hands around ger neck to keep her from dying. She put her hands on his and he kept making eye contact with him.

"You should let me die it will be easer for you in the future if I'm not around I promise," she said but he wouldnt let go.

"You were starved none of this is your fault," he said as the doctors came they took her away.

He visited her every day but she wasnt getting better she was dying and he knew why. She needed food but they wouldnt give her any.

"I think shes dead," bucky said as he found the doctor that starved her and put him with her.

"Oh no!" He said as he hurred to her cell and saw her heart monitor was unpluged.

"Its just unpluged thankfully," he said as he was about to fix it when Bucky grabbed his arm and cut it with a knife.

"Ow, are you insain?!" He yelled as grace started growling and sat up.

Bucky grabbed a hold of him as he tried to run and threw him next to her. She quickly started to rip him apart and started to devower him right in front of him as he watched her. It was grewsome but he had to make sure she ate him all and she almost did. Once she was done she was really confused and scared as to what happened but he cleaned up the evedence and took her to the showers and helped her get cleaned up.

"I cant belive I ate someone.." She said again as he started to get the blood out of her blond hair.

"You were hungry it's okay no one will know you did it but me I made sure of it," he said as she sat on the floor shaking.

"Thank you again," she sighed as he made the water warmer for her and he looked at her to see if she was still shaking but she wasn't.

He kept trying to get the blood out of her hair and paused as he eyes started to wonder a bit and he couldnt figure out why.

"Why do I feel like I know you?" He asked as she looked at him and there eyes locked.

"I dont really know but I feel the same way about you to when you killed those seven guys infront of me. Metal arm, its new isn't it?" She asked.

"I dont really know," he said as he was trying to concentrate but her eyes and her pail skin looked filmilar to him.

He moved his flesh hand up and down her arm and she didnt move and just looked at him as he started to explore her body with his eyes and his hands. She didnt fight him in fact she loved it and even moved so he could get a better look at her and get all the places he wanted to go.

"You know I never slept with a guy before I would be happy to make you the first," she said as he looked really uncertain but she kissed him and he kissed her back.

He quickly pinned her down on the shower floor and looked at her hungerly and water came down on them.

"We should probably do this in your room," she said as he started kissing her neck and his hands started to explore her body.

"I dont care where we do it as long as I have you," he said as she smiled.

"Then here will be fine," she smiled as he smiled back and started kissing her again.

Years passed and they were inseparable. They did everything together and missions went a lot smother with her around so they kept there memory intact and then together.

"I want to marry you," he said softly in her ear.

"Well I will gladly spend the rest of my life with you in a heart beat," she said as he smiled down at her.

He was so greatful for her and he couldnt be happer to be alive and her being there every time he woke up in the morning and when he went to bed it was amazing.

"Im going to go get some wine to cellabrate, i will be back soon you sexy monster," she smerked as she kissed him.

"Hurry back because i want to get my hands on you," he smiled as he slapped her butt and she shreaked.

"Okay my love, be back in a bit," she smiled as he laid back in bed as she left.

"So we are going to whip graces memory and use her to kill the winter soldier if he gets out of hand or control?" A guy asked as bucky sat up quickly and paused.

"He is sure not going to like it when grace gets taken from him we are going to have to whipe his memory of her completly," another guys said.

"I know but what can you do about to experments its funny that they think they love each other," a third guy laughed.

But bucky did.. He did love her more then anything else in this world he  knew the pain that they would inflict on her. He didnt want her to go threw that. He didn't want to kill her either if he did go rouge. So once she came back they drank the wine and went to the chamers where they froze projects and he made sure she knew how much he loved her. He didnt want to say good bye to her but they were going to hurt her and he might kill her in the new mind he had and he didnt want that.

"You are such a gentalman," she smiled as he smiled back.

"Will you marry me?" He asked as he was trying to hold back tears of sadness and joy.

"Of course I will, I think we should go back to our room and cellabrate more," she smiled as she started to back to her room but he didnt come and saw a needle that they used to put subjects asleep before they put them in the chamber and stayed there looking at it and then at her.

"Whats wrong oh you sneaky boy," she smiled as he smiled and moshioned her to come here and she went to him and he huged her.

"You have made my life so much better just by being alive and I hope that you will ways see what I see in you. I love you with all my heart and nothing is going to change that. Do you remember the promise I made to you?" He asked.

"Of course I do silly," she smiled as he huged her and tears ran down his face.

"Think of that okay, dont ever forget it, no matter what," he said as he grabbed the needle and quickly injected it into her body.

She passed out quickly due to the alcohol in her system and he dropped the needle. He kissed her as he put her into a chamber and closed the door once he got her settled in. It was going to be a quick and painless death for her and he was happy that she wasnt going to suffer from this.

"Where are they?! We need them both or we dont have a back up to kill the winter soldier!" A man yelled as Bucky slowly locked the door and broke the handle and kissed his fingers and put it on the glass.

"Good bye my beautiful wife i hope you wait for me. Im sorry i did this i didnt want to cause you pain and i thought this would be the best way for you. I love you more then life itself and i hope you know that," he said as tears rolled down his checks.

"Hes in the chamber room!" He heard someone yell as he quickly distroyed to controles and watched her face disappear from veiw.

He fell to his knees and started to cry knowing she was gone now. Gone for good and he never hurt so bad in his life.

"No!" A man yelled as several men pulled him away and then tried to save Grace but she was frozen in there for good and nothing was going to bring her back.

"How could you kill her we gave her to you?!" A man screamed.

"I will never alow you to hurt her ever again in the ways you did me she didnt deserve it. I love her and will always love her. You might think I cant love but I know what love is when I feel it and I felt it with her and only her. Do what you want to me, you are never going to break me again. There will ways be a peice of me that will be good because of her. So do your worst!" He screamed.

"Don't worry we will, take him," he said as he looked at the chamber where grace was and felt like he did good by her. Even if he forgot her at least she changed his life for the better and nothing was going to change that because he loved her.